The Beast Within

Essentially I think we are all broken or cracked in some way….the extent of the damages depends on what you’ve been dealt in your life….some of us have fissures that will never heal, large gaping wounds that everyone can see. Others have minor scratches.

Part of why we are here…I. Believe is to heal these wounds and if we cannot completely heal them, then perhaps function with them.

As someone with no legs will work his way around his physical surroundings, so someone with emotional dysfunction or baggage, needs to find a way to “compensate” for what is lacking?

We will never be free of pain, of hurt, of sorrow and agony….we will never be completely free of the beast within….that dark part of us…the sorrow…the anger…and even hate is a dark emotion that resides within us all.

We cannot escape this beast…we try to externalize it…we call it a mythical creature…a vampire or a werewolf, even a zombie. Truth is these creatures are within us all.

We all have the capacity to hurt and harm and gash wounds into others.

We all have to accept these dark parts because they are just as much a part of you as is the light. It is only once you can accept the beast within that you can tame it. Use it in a positive way or at least channel that darkness into pursuits that leave others around you a little less unscathed?

How do you want people to see you…be that person…be true to yourself….you can change every day as long as you can look in the mirror and know that you are doing the best that you can.

Does any of this really make any sense?

I’m only a goose looking for that balance.

“Our fingerprints cannot be erased from the lives of those we have touched.”

PeoPLe tHat CaN LikE tO wRitE liKe TwiTs

It has dawned on me that since the advent of sms, bbm, twitter and facebook that people, especially those of the younger persuasion no longer give a fuck about grammar or spelling.

It is now cool to use “U” instead of you. And instead of asking “what are you doing” we resort to “wud”. Now I understand why this would’ve been used in sms and twitter, with the limit on characters imposed. But in BBM and Facebook there is an unlimited amount of characters one is allowed to use…to for heavens sake…don’t be a “twat” and write like a hormonal teenage girl drooling all over her Justin Bieber poster.

Not only do you assault us with language we have to try and decode but you let us know how immature and feeble your intelligence is.

The latest grammatical insult to us social network users has to be the. Random uSe of cApS lOcK iN a sEntEnCE…

REALLY?

Capitalisation in grammar is to highlight the beginning of a sentence or a proper noun…such as a city or of a persons name, etc. Capitalisation is also used in modern communication, ie: E mail, facebook, etc. As SHOUTING!

So when someone types a message like this:

I aM sO iN loVe wItH jUstiN BieBeR xXx

I want to shit myself….this is a fucking grammar attack on my brain…really…how is one supposed to read this? Are the capital letters a code for something? Perhaps….I personally think it is code for : “I’m a fucking idiot”.

And then there are people that can’t even spell….I think you should do yourself a fucking favour and get a dictionary….never mind the fact that your phone and computer have a thing called “spell check”. Use it fuck knuckle….you only come across as a completely illiterate asshole if you spell a simple word like “you” on facebook (yes that is for all you bastards and bitches that use “u”)

I dare you to spell check this….

PiEce OuTe XoxO

Hey hey hey…it’s been a while hasn’t it…

One crazy month of new week, too much jolling and too little sleep…but you know what they say…

Sleep when you’re Dead!

All I can say is…life is looking good…I know…doesn’t make for good reading…everyone loves a little conflict…but I have nothing bad to say…damnit…wait…I thought of something…

Winter is on it’s way and that SUCKS BALLS!!!

I hate it I hate it I hate it…okay…maybe I’m being melodramatic…so I want to know….and this means feedback….

WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT WINTER?

Come now…what makes winter worth it…let me know…NOW!!!

We are Young -Fun feat. Janelle Monae

Give me a second I,
I need to get my story straight
My friends are in the bathroom getting higher than the Empire State
My lover she’s waiting for me just across the bar
My seat’s been taken by some sunglasses asking bout a scar, and
I know I gave it to you months ago
I know you’re trying to forget
But between the drinks and subtle things
The holes in my apologies, you know
I’m trying hard to take it back
So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Now I know that I’m not
All that you got
I guess that I, I just thought
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let’s raise a cup
‘Cause I found someone to carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Carry me home tonight (Nananananana)
Just carry me home tonight (Nananananana)

The moon is on my side
I have no reason to run
So will someone come and carry me home tonight
The angels never arrived
But I can hear the choir
So will someone come and carry me home

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

Tonight
We are young
So let’s set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun

So if by the time the bar closes
And you feel like falling down
I’ll carry you home tonight

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