I’ve been staring at an empty page for almost an hour now…the words are hard to come by. There is just too much going through my mind and my heart at the moment. The problem is I’ve never really gotten personal with my blogs. I tend to keep my friends, my private life and my emotions out of what I write. Some things are meant to be kept in your memories alone.
At the same time I cannot not write about how it was is happening in this particular case. I won’t go into details. And I’m not looking for sympathy.
Tonight I am going to get completely shitfaced. Completely and utterly fucked. So much so that I’m praying for a blank, a blackout, a blur. And tomorrow when I go to work I want to have the most epic hangover ever, I want my head to pound so loudly that I can’t even think straight.
I don’t know what I’m going to do after that…maybe hibernate, contemplate life, who knows…
I guess you want to know why?
Well, the long and the short of it is this: I got dumped.